hey guys , long time no post due to my keyboard spoil all that, and lack of time to post.

first . june holidays was burn due to D n t. is tiring .yes it is

for the past few week starting of july i also been staying back at school till 6pm everyday.
just to finish up my artefact. my goal i plan for has failed , i said this . i said i wanted to finish up my my whole of d n t by the month of june. but i failed , and now is the second weel of june and now i am still doing my artefact going to finish soon just left some desin for artefact to make it nicer. so that my finishing will be much more better . hais. now its about 20 plus days to prelims and 57days to 'N' levels exam and 17 day to mother tougue Oral. i afraid that i don have the time to study and achieve the results that i want. i really must plan properly next week to prepare nicely so that i can have the time to finish up everything by next week. journal is the one i afraid that cause when ever i take out mu journal no matter at which point of time i don feel like doing it anymore i am that tired each day. i feel like taking the D n T file and dump it aside so that i no need to do journal. but i cant. i have to changed . even how tiring it is i have to continue i want to do it. !!

Mum the words i spoken to you yesterday i will do it.. you must believe me.

for the pat few month i said this i wanted to get into the top ten and now i am in the top ten , i want to get in the top 3. i really want to get in the top 3 in class in fact really thinking of getting first.but in order to get that kind of result i have to work even harder.
ya

So lets really strive hard to achieve our dream.guy. my mine is all about study and achieving i can't think of other things right now .let really work hard class.

and for you , i know that i haven been speaking to you for the pass months , i know sorry. not really wanted to igorned you or hate you all anything . Sorry . and don think the you have done wrong or anything , you have done nothing wrong , so don be miserable. come on smile girls. show you happy face everyone. :).. no need to worry so much ...

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went to jordy house today , wah.. dam boring ,christopher and jordy they there all poon poon.. zZ
zZ..woo jordy wanted to buy a present for patricia.. sia..

Guo bin , chris , kenneth , wee all help jordy think , what things to buy for jordy ..lol

in the end christ thing of the idea of ... wah bed sheet..lols.
when patricia put on the bedsheet maybe he will think of jordy. thats what they say.hahs
might give jordy a chances. hahs..lols

in the end they cab to T1 to buy, i went homed ,maybe they might change the idea of bed sheet.
let see tml what will jordy give.. lol.

lol jordy even jio patricia of for a date today night. i don know is this true. hahs. lol.


funny DAY.

today d n t test was difficult.. i just hope i did well.
pray hard.

tomorrrow is must last exam .. CPA cousework .. and lastly chinese LC . and MLD-Year ends.

Today was math paper 2..



shit man. i yesterday studied . and today i forgot the formular. Omg



and alot of the question i learn before but i forgot. and lots of careless after i go home check through. the textbook. MGMGMG.







but i hope i can pass. cause i did my best.







the plan for me is , after exam went through all the papers , faster finish up my D n T journal and artefact by end of june so when school reopen i can concentrate on my studies and have more time to pratices maths. and read more story books to improve my english language.



i want to get all my As.. or even set a higher expectation , maybe Distinction. ..O.O




cause i know i can do it. if i put in more effort.

cause i want to do it. and i believe.

maybe this time round i did not do very well.

this make me keep trying to succeed in my studies.








And Last i have to be dao sorry. toward you if not i will lose control and fall in the same trap. again . after exam . sorry. smile :)

wah.. piang eh... so long never blog liao.. hahs.. ok..
due to long time never blog forgotten , is because of coming exam and stress.. hais.
EXam .. EXam .. EXAM..
todays exam is science .. woo.. 9.00am release

very tired .. hah.. i already do my best. hope i am satisfy with my result
and parent will see improvement on me .

O.o my parent this days treat me not bad.. wah.. less quarreling and more laughter now hahs.
thanks to GOD. :)

my life was just plain piece of paper.. everyday my life seems to be the same go school end school talk .. go home .fullstops.

tiring .zZZ...Now what i am thinking of is to do well for all my exams through out the whole year thats enough. Concentrate . i don mine my life is now as plain as a piece of paper . but after all my exam i want to be CARZY shit i gonna do ,everything i cant do previously . thinking of my future millionair. / relationship/ and more i can wait more its all waiting for me achieve .
i gonna do it .
LOL.

i am just like a freak at home don't know what to do.
coughing still hasn't recover yet , and yesterday i can still even taste blood on my throat ,
it seems like my throat is injured . hah.. nearly lost my voice .talking to you yesterday.
hahs.. i feel very tired this few days.. ? wanted to revise but all the 3 days break i just don have the mood. felt a moment, of toughness inside i must go through it everything.so that everything will be over, thanks to you, thank for sharing it with me. so that i would be so confused and stress . thank. and

sorry i am bored i know. sorry sorry sorry , its waste time right. ?.
next time would be like that,OK hahs.

I still haven done my Chinese compo yet , hais.. i hate doing compo .. hais..
especially the teacher . hais.. Chinese teacher said that no one failed oral , but even if no one failed i think i am the lowest in class bah.

i don know how much will i score for maths.?.

what a boring weekend.

Labels: BORINggg.

feeling , like blogging today..
pathetic cough of my always not recovering.
pathetic..
...
see .. emm.. what did i did this few theys.. em.
sunday..went to do some good deeds..

monday.. em.. being counsel by mr khairyl.alright bear awhile more.. its going to finish

today.. coughing gets even worst.. despite eating all those coughing sweets , herbs ..

get even worst .. nvm.. just let it recover by its own bah..

talk to msn with hil. ya ok alright plus do it with action ok.

went to talk to Mr Bernerd today.. and really had enough of nonsense.

what i feel like today is to forgive. i just cannot keep telling myself to forgive people.. despite whatever things people did to me. i will just forgive...