Today... i was quite a bored day.. zzz..feeling quite tired..
zz... by right i should not on computer at this point of time but...
someone ask me to update.. again...bored.. why you all keep asking me to update my blog
does my blog look interesting to you.. zzz. i don think...
i think that my blog super sucks...like nothing to say... like
talking all kind of nonsense .. and the worst thing is that my english are.. dam poor..
if i were you u can just shut down your computer and do something useful than reading my blog
right!!.. hahs... .. so many error .. mistake....lols... Xx..

WHY TODAY I SAY that is STUPID AND GOONDO DAY~~

today i wake up in the morning and.. i saw someone online and by right that time..
that person should be in school liao..but you know what.. she still at home using computer..
donnoe doing what ... and we started talking to each other ....here cme the stupid part...
i tell the person...that i am cy father.. than i first i thought the person believe.. zzz and end up ..
telling that person that i am jk...i am cy... sianz lor not fun....

here come a exciting second part don feel bored .. first... hahs..:x


SECOND PART.. and ...

AFTER randering Session today mr duck face.. ask we all to stay back 1 n a half hour... to play...
with the fixed fixed thing donnoe kal.. wad but at first don feel like staying back but scared that mr duck face would be angry and we force ourself to stay ..zzz..and about 1 hr ltr kenneth bangseh me and go meet jordy at esso..fker kenneth... than after i stay back till i finshed the fixed fixed and play play thing..zz quite fun lar actually.....
after that .. backed HomE!!..-_-
ANd saw that my mum invited some guess to our house...and here goes
i am backed at my room ... and i on my computer... about 5min the person online again..
and this time round i told him that i am cy mother hahs... but at first she don believe me but
after chating he seem to believe that i am my mother...lols... then the person ask me to kal her house somemore...its sound fake when i talk to the person when i say that i m my mother..... she can see that too.. but... i after some time.. i cant made her believe.. los.. amazing...after than she kal my house...and my mum pick and this made her more believe..in me cause my mum pick up the kal... lols.. then she really believe in me that is my mum using the comp.. lols...i keep laughing at the computer like and idiot... lols... by now i still haven told her that... that was joking.....
and she still believe that my mum use the comp...jus now that she still even want to say sorry to my mum for scolding my mum...and don believe that my mum lols... wad a goondo pig.. .

i think can give me a prize that i successfully prank that person..lols...
noob lar you.. :B ahhahahahaha..

hais today.. i 7.00 wake up liao... zzz..than i wake up to use computer untill 8:30..zz than i realized tat that i haven bath.. zzz.. than i faster off comp then go and bath.. zz .. than after than i faster run dwn to take taxi to school..waolao th taxi fair.. $5.50..na bu i dnnoe got pick hour... -_-"...
zz.. sian.. today went to school do d n t sianz.. ...

After that when to pasir ris on the way to escape theme park... to play.. but suay thing is that ..
escape theme park..was close too bad... .. :( then after that we go to pasir ris park to slack for awhile... then after that .. we went off.. backed homE!!.. sianz..

why am feeling so many thing in my mind.. i feeling.. i feel about me trying to bluff myself that my parents love me.... hahs.. feeling about relationship.. what gonna do about it.. and more.. hahs..bao bei... baby where you when i need you by my side...??

let not talk about tat!! ai yo .. don think so much lar goondo.... pork... hahs..
it will be ok...trust me
i still here ..whenever you need me...i will be there for you.. relax
still got me ma..zz

UPDATING THIS BLOG AS IT WAS DEAD AND GONNA MAKE IT ALIVE BACK HAHS!!
sianz.. this few days... i wanna find a job...zzzzz but i still haven find yet
zzz..sianz...hahs....alot people ask me to update but i just cant be bother...hahs i just
to lazy... finally today i put up some effort to update this blog it is really serious dead
like what calvin said ... hahs...ya..


STUFF THAT GONNA BE SETTLE OR HACK CARE
pass few days i hang out with jordy they all .. hais its is quite sian by right me and ken target is to pull jordy out of someone...ya ... cause i really don want jordy mix up with this kind of people end end up regreting ... but no matter what we do .. it is too hard for ask to pull him out... only if he think himself and the other beside than think of the future than he will know this is wrong for him .. jordy wake.. up don be drunk... you are just like a drunk person inside another world .. no matter how we kal you wake up u will still end up being drunk by that person...hope that he faster sees his future his own and faster change his path.. hope that he will wake up... from his drunk world...jordy just be back to yourself like last time no fight no smk.. no gang.. only slack abit and work hard for yourself..that is what i want to tell you...hais...if not maybe you might lose me and kenneth as a friend is getting difficult to talk to you sometimes liao... i hope that we can go out more often with cal, hil they all and can think more and study more... think of your future bro.. what if one day u kena hit until you end up at the hospital how?? do you know that your parents need you.. do you think of your family..hais... just don wan to talk about this liao...
sometimes i also regret why i go back to you all .. why .. i shud go out more often wif cal they all i think that will make me more happier.. and also no need to smk any more some times are really hate smking .. i wanted to quit since i before i go out wif cal, hil , more that time... cause they will let me forget to smk.. especially you hil...if i could know you earlier.. that will be good to me...!!
recently confuse make me don want go back with you all liao .. i scared there might.. have changes .. after i go bak to you all.. hais...:(

'TON' AT KENNETH HOUSE YESTERDAY
yesterday i 'ton' at kenneth.. hse woos.. and we have alot to say ... and i sorted out alot of things after we play finsh computer and when to sleep at around 12.++..when we were lieing on bed .. thats the time that i talk to kenneth the most .. we sorted out alot alot of things that .. we haven notice.. we talk about jordy.. we talk about relationship.. we talk about jobs.. we talk.. about what course..we wanna take after "N" level... and we promissed to work hard together and achieve our goal tat we want if not that we will regret .. there is only a way is to force yourself to study hard thats the prove.. and mix more around with good company.. lik hil..cal..they all..
and with kenneth inside make my life more happier .. cause we seldom talk about craps..hahs
jokes .. like "mole" .. hahas remember ytd we talk about tat make me laugh untill bui tahan..

MOLE DIE IN THE HOLY POISON ..hahah :B ah haha...

WTH today i wake up so early in the morning 7.00am than i went to brush my teeth after that when i was ready to bath .. than jordy called me and ask me where am i zz..when he kal my house.. and he don even know where am i of cause at home lar... zzz than he told me he already at sch0ol gate outside... than after that he ask me to go to school assp than i say ok...zzz than after i when to slack at my bed room for awhile that i when to bath!! finish bath at about 7.35am bah...than after that jordy kall me again while i was going to go out than he told me today no school ..than fuck...nvm since i had a bad flu also.. hahs ..0_0
while i alredy get ready somuch and tell me today no school..........
sianz... lor when i don wan go school school there is school
when i ready to go school than have no school WTF..........
nabei..i pon school ytd when have school.........
ya talk about ytd is damm sian lor..!!.............
ytd morning i when to meet jordy at his house there......
than after that we walk to school on the way t school is already going to late.......
than we decided to pon school since so much people never go school go to school
also nothing to do.. hais.. than after that we went to meet chirst .at his house there..zz. than after that we go and eat breakfast
hais.. zz than after that chirst have a plan he ask we all weather we want to smk.. than we say ok thn after that i pay 2bucks and he went to buy a small packet that we must do it ourself that kind of cig...zzz.. sian.. since we all no money than buy the cheapest derx..is about 3buck++..hais
than i also dnnoe how to do than is like all chirst help ask do derx...hahs...than we smk happily..
hahs..bored day.. smk all the way...zzz than after 1+ i went to jordy house .. slack than after that he went to my house than we went out together.. than we saw Sydney and joel.. zz they we say hi!! hahs..at TM there.. ..


is like all the plan ytd all fail zz shall not talk about that.. is a secret.. hahs..3 plan 2 fail.. 1 give up
...zzz------->>_<<

Today.. there are no class all the way!all the way was ..playing games...and staying at class play UNO..cards
hahs...so good if everyday we have p.e .. than study at class ..than are no more fat..people..
in our school liao..sure everyone will be fit ..and slim..hahs...
Btw when starting of p.e lesson i n christ cant play p.e cos we didnt bring p.e
attire .. hais..sians.. than after talking and beging to mr bernerd ...he finally let ask join in p.e liao
..lols...but mr bernerd say that we need a shirt..than tys to mr lim give us sec 3 camp shirt to us in the morning..hahs
since we didnt get it..tys to tat! we have shirt to wear..liao ..zzz
after changing to the camp shirt at class with chirst .. we went down to find kenneth and hafiz and decide what to play and we decided to ask mr bernerd can we go
GYM room to exercise and mr bernerd claimeds that we only can use the GYM room during p.e lesson.. than miss.. we are heng! .. we come at the correct time..hahs....so we went to take the key of the gym room liao than we when in to exercise for awhile than we felt so bored ..cramped..zzz
and theres no fresh air.. it was like .. so hot in there so we decided not to play liao..
we come out to have some fresh air than rest for awhile...when.. we are resting so comfortablely
suddenly mr bernerd ask we all weather we all want to play floor ball a not.. than we like don want ! want!.. like than very confuse hais after than we have no choice we went to play it was like quite shiok...wow i have never play this type of game untill.. SO IN !!...and i think i run the most in my team .. i was like keep chasing the ball... like mad sia...and i sweat alot... and my face turn red even .. i chase untill i cannot takhan anymore i stop for awhile and take a deep breath....and carry on.. i think today was the most happiest and tired p.E lesson i never had before...
and truly it make me forget quite alot of things that i need to forget .. and enjoy .. wows...

i dont know how is wm liao i hope he is fine...hope he never go in..ya... and is just that every time i see people happy i will happy ... liao... if he goes in somebody will be sad .. hais...just wanted to see everyone happy look ..happy is important to our life... if we dont have happiness in our life
our life will be feel with emotional..sadness..hatred..so just Don worry be Happy thats main purpose.. u worry more u will not be as happy as others in life ..hahs..so HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY..!!!

TAKE CARE EVERYONE JUST BE HAPPY! THINGs WILL FORGET ! don thing about it than its okay ..hahs!! :D let it be natural !

TT_TT..hahs..:D

Today finally return back ..to school......hais...
i and today i finally get back my result liao...zzz
henG! that i pass all my suject overall tat i get back today..
the following are.. science..chinese.. and Dnt ...wosss!!

the worst thing is comeing up tml..i getting back my maths and
english paper tml... i so nervous.. i scare..that i will fail this both suject
and i don wan tat to happen...hais..lets pray that i will not fail this 2 suject
if not my parents will kill me... and i will not get a new fone if i fail this 2 suject..

and i feel very angry today.. someone scold me that he say that he know...that..
i will go bak to sombody when he go in !! i will go back with somebody.. and he say if he know that i go bak her and do somthing he will punch me..and say that i would have any chance derx...and he say that if you wan chance next generation if see her again than got chance bah and i also never did anything.. wrong..
i already let u 2 together liao what for i will do that ...hais...i don wan to talk to you anymore..
in case.. you mistake..me.. i have to do this! if not he not happy.. thn sae that kind of stuff again
maybe u can just pretent you don know me at all... and had not seen each other before.. and mind as well lost your memory....and you no need to hate me anymore...!!..i would disturb you liao... i love you...because this i don wan any mistake to you and me liao...be happy with him bah..
i want you back also no chance le... is like what he say next generation perhaps...forget ...
i am now ..stranger to you liao....bye..bye memories.. i should i say i forgot you... ...bye ...no more...i want to forget you liao...
can i forget you.. shit you... just don talk to me liao and delete me from the cliques coz i also dnnoe you wad for u put me bye bye.. i dn wan to know you again.. bye bye today will be the last day smsing you bah..bye bye.. no more.. memories about you any more...i want to fort get it clear... no more... this kind of thing will happen liao... bye * shall not talk about it liao

I WANT FRESH AIR... THAN I WANT TO MAKE MORE FRIEND BECAUSE I WANT TO BE HAPPY..AGAIN DO YOU WANT TO SEE MY HAPPY SELF AGAIN..??

Today...i knew something ..shall not review.. okay...todae..
calvin .jiahui N jordy ask me want to go watch movie but i replay no
coZ i am abit sick.. coughing all around...bloody hell..sianz..
i just don want to spread the disease.. around ..OR maybe i was not sick is
i think to much like hil said..why i like to think so much.. ??
NVM if i am thinking too much .. shud i not think any more ...
i really don wan to think anymore.. but my brain keep asking me to think
or shud i take a knife jus cut off my brain than i will not think anymore
hais.... or maybe i got hypochondria=忧郁症..in case readers dnnoe..
if really got that what should i do..hais..why am thinging so much..hais.
just tell myself don think but i 'CANT'

Ai ya nvm lar..if i really got hypochondria maybe more better to me bah??
hahs..maybe people will think..i am crazy ..cruse urself...or maybe u all jus t kall me
shen jing bei bah!!..All the people out there reading this ...just hate me what
i say bah!! if u all really hate me maybe i will feel better.. from now on HATE me bah.. ?
don be friend with this 'kinD' of person that thinks.. himself is a shen jing bing..
hais..i want to feel HATRED in my life whats the Feeling ...i MAYBE form now onwards i shall not talk to any people liao..EVEN MY DEAR friends...SHOULD I DO THAT??..than wad about my family...should i don talk to
them to..??.. Or maybe you can just ask me go MIA .. and no one will care about me any more...

since All the hard work i put in is useless what for care about me nahs..save it for yourself !!!..


HATE ME !!!
HACK CARE ME !!!
DON LOVED ME !!!
HATE ME ONCE MORE!!!
GIVE ME HATRED !!!
GIVE ME BACK EMO!!
MAYBE EMO IS JUST USE TO ME ...
HAPPINESS IS MY JOY IS MAYBE SUCKS FOR ME


I WANTED TO MAKE YOU HATE ME ACTUALLY TATS ALL.... IF YOU HATE.. ME NOTHING WILL BLOCK AGAINS YOU ...HATE LAR ! HATE A PERSON IS EASY JUST HATE THATS..ALL HERE THAT ...

IF I WRITE ALL THIS CAN MAKE U ANGRY MINE AS WELL HATE ME !!! I MEAN IT IF HATE CAN LET YOU HATE ME MORE JUST HATE....

ToDAy i wake up in morning about 9.00am ..
it is a boring day i woke up brush my teeth liao thn eat a few bread..sian!
n on the compuer and saw Happy HAchi online i wonder wad time she wakes up!!?? and also VERy SIAN things is Because todae i cant go out i need to take care of my Sister boring day
exam R over so what nothing to to at home sian need to do some house work
i hate doing house work.. because if i fail to do all the house work i will be abuse
by the abuser MUM!! and she will nag n NAG n NAG~ and Scratch n scratch me zzzzzz!! i hate
it..Exam over oso No freedom need to Take care thIs Bloody naughty sister Hais.. Y my life so boring...hais.. god pls Help me...God y is my sister born to disturbs my life .. hais..if i dont have this sister my life will be much more freedom..n happier..n i will be the one to be pamper..hais ..
Y ? my life so chaim..but i know if i compare to others in another country i am much much more..better i know ..maybe if i think of tat early i will not type the following up there liao..but is too boring ..hais..maybe i Should make use of the time n do something much more useful ...and not always sit down n keep complaining about boring..hais...should i go and study??...as a result ..in the MYE n CA1 i didnt do well U guess this time round do U tink i will do well in my Exam ?? the Anwers is not sure ..hais..i think i will flunk it!!! i really scared tat i will retain i don wan tat to happen...but the exam already Over I complain also no USE hais .. and i Also HAD promised to my dad tat i will do well this time round because i when out n study wif hil ,cal they all..n my dad dont believe me n i have no choice ..only to promised him i will do well this time round to keep his nag..n scolding.. and prove to him than he will believe...SORRY DAD!!!

Todae is my last day of paper..i glad tat exam r over ..but i am sad i dnnoe y my feeling y so guai derx .. shud be happy wad ?.. hais ..todae i was planning to go out with cal,hil,they all but no one seems to say want to go ler and hil is sick ytd ..i hope she is okay now .. n i heard from cal that their church E28 people r praying for hil..so i think hil will recover soon..hahs..

Main Point:

i feel abit guilty y i want to sae that wm lie but all the thing tat i sae is becoz of some reason der..n no one will know accept myself..
please do not think tat i am doing somthing bad at behind this ..i only doing this is because i feel like tat if not myself will regret if i nv let it off..so take it naturaly ..i dnnoe why i feel like i losting someone in my class sometimes i feel tat he is friendly and sometimes i feel tat he is very disturbing..i remember a time he pour ice on my bag..and i was totally angry but i did not blame him because his jus joking only n my bag are water prove..and also want to say tt he everytime makes our class fill with laughter and joy.. since sec two when he came to our class n i know tat we will miss him ..i really want to give u bak everything belong to you..i dn want to make u sad maybe i jus a spoiler..to everyone..today he come to test with a new hair style n it looks werid..but nvm..if i look it in a different way i feel it is nice..hahs..i hope tat i really can became a friend to u..


Maybe i shud wait for a very long time till u settle all your things..?

hais todae i STILL SEE sad , tired n stress on alot friends faces i dnnoe y ..
SIANS SHUD I BE EMO BAK ..i wan to be Emo coz emo seems to be cool
but after so many problems and troubles... i finally figure out NOT to be 'EMO' liao
..cause EMo jus making my life worst ..and tys toSOME body change my EMO IS MY LIFE to
HAPPiness is my joy hahs..but actually i dn wan HAPPY..aiya i jus giving her face to sae tat i am hAPPY ..but i realised happy really can change a person from a sad n moddy person to a happy and enjoyerble person.. AND forget all the thing ..hahs..

TYS TO U..

i dnnoe wad to write actually.. so i jus tink of this..hahs