Sunday, October 12, 2008,
Today...i knew something ..shall not review.. okay...todae..
calvin .jiahui N jordy ask me want to go watch movie but i replay no
coZ i am abit sick.. coughing all around...bloody hell..sianz..
i just don want to spread the disease.. around ..OR maybe i was not sick is
i think to much like hil said..why i like to think so much.. ??
NVM if i am thinking too much .. shud i not think any more ...
i really don wan to think anymore.. but my brain keep asking me to think
or shud i take a knife jus cut off my brain than i will not think anymore
hais.... or maybe i got
hypochondria=忧郁症..in case readers dnnoe..
if really got that what should i do..hais..why am thinging so much..hais.
just tell myself don think but i '
CANT'
Ai ya nvm lar..if i really got
hypochondria maybe more better to me bah??
hahs..maybe people will think..i am crazy ..cruse urself...or maybe u all jus t kall me
shen jing bei bah!!..All the people out there reading this ...just hate me what
i say bah!! if u all really hate me maybe i will feel better.. from now on
HATE me bah.. ?
don be friend with this '
kinD' of person that thinks.. himself is a shen jing bing..
hais..i want to feel HATRED in my life whats the Feeling ...i
MAYBE form now onwards i shall not talk to any people liao..EVEN MY DEAR friends...SHOULD I DO THAT??..than wad about my family...should i don talk to
them to..??.. Or maybe you can just ask me go MIA .. and no one will care about me any more...
since All the hard work i put in is useless what for care about me nahs..save it for yourself !!!..
HATE ME !!!
HACK CARE ME !!!
DON LOVED ME !!!
HATE ME ONCE MORE!!!
GIVE ME
HATRED !!!
GIVE ME BACK
EMO!!
MAYBE
EMO IS JUST USE TO ME ...
HAPPINESS IS MY JOY IS MAYBE SUCKS FOR ME
OMG !! WHAT AM I WRITING...WTF..MY LIFE SEEMS SO SUCKS..!!!
WHY MY LIFE IS THERE SO MANY MAYBE??
SOMEONE ANSWER ME!!...
MAYBE I HAVE (ren ge fen lie zhen) !!!
I WANTED TO MAKE YOU HATE ME ACTUALLY TATS ALL.... IF YOU HATE.. ME NOTHING WILL BLOCK AGAINS YOU ...HATE LAR ! HATE A PERSON IS EASY JUST HATE THATS..ALL HERE THAT ...
IF I WRITE ALL THIS CAN MAKE U ANGRY MINE AS WELL HATE ME !!! I MEAN IT IF HATE CAN LET YOU HATE ME MORE JUST HATE....
★I FEEL LIKE LIVING THIS WORLD ?★
MAYBE YOU CAN CLOSE YOUR EYES AND HERE THIS SONG THAT I JUST PUT IN THE JUKEBOX ITS MEANINGFUL ★
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