Saturday, November 8, 2008,
don feel like blogging any more... i just so stupid..right... ya.. at first i really don feel like going to church.. i just want to know wads its.. like.. only.... ya i know that i am immature .. i know.. cos i don want to face.. it what so ever .. nvm..i don know what to do...
hais.. i Donnoe a word will hurt .. ya i know that i am stupid..i immature.. first thing you .. i nv say that i am perfect... siao.. perfect.. not everyone are perfect in this world.. there are still alot to improve.. you know why i want to make myself immature.. hais.. its so hard .. to tell.. can don listen...nvm.. i know that i am wrong .. what can i do rather than saying a sorry word.. nothing .. i can do nothing.. nvm.. since.... sry every time doesn't help..actually i don like to say.. sry.. .. nvm.. i don care.. what you think.. what so ever .. if i cant take criticize.. i wont say it out here.. mabe.. i dont..
i know my english are poor.. dnnoe.. lar... i just think that my english getting poor.. and poor.. i donnoe how to explain.. zzz....to you maybe i not mature.. ya.. you are more mature... ai ya whatever.. lar.. if i continue to fight with you there no ending... i take one step back and thats it.. i don say anymore.. hais.. what to do.. now... i know a sry.. word cant.. do much to you.. i insulting the whole cell group i.. know..ok what i can do is only sry to the whole cell group... and thats.. all.
i can do.. maybe you can hate.. me .. nvm...
ya sorry to every cell group members... ya since you say.. that i have attitude problem...ya.. so let it be.. i take it...nvm.. i dont care this anymore...since you that i cant take criticize.. i will show it to you.. how can i take criticize....
my family ..thing make me feel so down liao ++ my sickness.. coughing everywhere...
i have been coughing since june... i dont care.. i know that i need to do something more better than this.. i need to study hard i want to prove it to my whole family... my dad always criticize me.. and i already use to it.... i dont care what ever he say. you know.. what.. every time he ask me to work hard i tent to slack much.. is good company make me think that i am able to study..
i can do it by myself.. anw thank.. to all thoes make me dont feel like smking..and work hard towards your goal... tys.. to all those ya....nvm.. ..friend like me i think is hopeless to all those good company i made.. i just so useless. so immature what beak spell.. stupid lame.. things.. you.. know you. are making yourself lame.. so that it make a crap... and it makes me don think... i feeling down.. who knows that i everyday get scolded by my parents.. they hate me the most..
but everytime i told my self it is a kind of loving.. make myself more lame..more lame.. .!! i nv say you lame i saying it myself every time.. you don know that do you.. .. if my mine think positive..like my parent really love me i can be happiness is my joy.. if i don think that way..i will be emo every single time.. is you made me don think of emo ya i should continue... if you nv let me think of happiness i would be in this world anymore .. i will be meeting my twin brother in hell/heaven.. i miss my twin bro.. i must tys my twin brother leting me alive.. and sacrifice.. himself .. it makes me want to cherish my life.. more.. bro i miss you.. i hug you in my dream...
at first ... i still dnnoe that i had a twin brother at first .. till that time my mum told.. me..about it..i felt that i am so fortunate to be in this world hais.. if my twin brother was here he will sure be mature than me.. and help me solve.. all this unsolved problem.. in my life... from now on i will be backed myself and no lame stuff .. liao.. dnnoe what break spell.. and what test.. i think that i should stop that liao.. liao.. is a lame joke if you know everything.. hais.. so you rather not know it..
actually you are more attitude problem than me.. if you don belive can ask.. kenneth jordy ..they all cos they always.. mansion.. ya i should not say it anymore.. i scared that you cant take it.. ya is a secret between we boys.. and lots.. but just thing that you don have attitude problem can liao.. OK.. Zzz i shouldn't say it.. hais.. i guess everyone had their own attitude problem.. bahs.. i seldom hear..this guy had attitude problem.. this gurl had attitude problem.. it end up seems to be attitude problem everywhere is only people haven tell.. you.. or you don realized it..or you know but is.. crazy...ya its difficult to explain...pehaps is you dnnoe or i dnnoe... or i anyhow say..
that is a question..
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