sian..ler...brother out there.. can we have something fun.. better than always.. doing the same thing.. i feeling quite bored like my life.. no joy.. i am just like a "FEI WU"....always... lie down at home... go out with brothers .. go out slack..Slack . smk.. smk....bored sia.. i dont want to carry on this type of life... i dont want to be a unless freak.. i want to work... sian i really.. want.. work.. if not i going Malaysia.. today... and..and do nothing there and more like a "FEI WU"....= useless freak..
i want to make use of my holiday do something useful.. like working... maybe sometime can help elderly.. cross the road.. i want to help a lot .. alot people in my life... if i have money.. liao i will donate..some part of the money to the.. elderly.. or all saint home.. or maybe those who needed the money more than i am... i really feel.. that.. way.. hais... can i find a job.. and work... but sian.. ler... i dont want to work at fast food restaurant.... the pay is too less for me.. and i want to buy alot alot..of things..sian..can i get a better pay job.. like 4.5bucks to 6bucks.. a hour.. let me save some part of the money.. some parts to buy my things and somepart on transport.. and food.. and some part.. donate to the needy.. people.. hais... but hais.. i just cant find a job.. izzit it boring.. everyday do the samething.. like wake up brushtheeth.. eat breakfast.. than on computer do some chores..thn go out slack... than come back around 6+..7+..or maybe8++..
than rest .. bath.. eat dinner... than backed at my bed room draw draw... than watch tV .. than sleep ... izzit ... bored... hais.. i want do something better than this.. like.. find a quite good job.. like.. pay.. 1000~ to 1300 per month.. than work for full time for 1 month.. than get salery..than
save some in bank than buy my things.. than donate.. some..help more people in life..when he/she really in need.. and you will feel better in life.. ya... izzit great... wow.. sian.. but Why is so hard...ai ya... wait till find a job than better.. ..bored.. stay at home is just damm bored...


how can i do better in my house..to stop my parents from nag nag and NAG>>>!!!...i cant stand it i feel like taking all my belonging and dump it inside a bag and leave this house... and rent a places to stay.. and will never here their nag nag.. anymore... hais... izzit like what jordy say.. really true.. .. means good person is hard to be... izzit really .. true.. but sometimes u may feel its quite true.. ..... i just cant let my parents see my real self anymore since they dont cherish me anymore.. they cherish more on my sister and my younger sister... i dont feel their love anymore since .. my sister was born since my younger sister come to Singapore..
in 4 year old.. its means..is around 2003 to 2004.. i cant feel the love anymore.. i just feel i being left out ... and they started to hate me ... from that time..and now i really believe what my primary school teachers.. says now... she say now a days... the middle one always being hate .. or being punish..more than the biggest..or the smallest... mostly the boys...i dont like that man.. why i do i have to face this type of consequences..like what .. my teachers say.. hais.. hais..
i still have many thing to say.. but i dont feel like review it out..cause its personal.. stuff.. hais...


sian ai ya .. maybe am i to troublesome... think to much....
just be happy .. can ler the most impontant think in my life is to be happy... than eveything.. its.. over.. ;D

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