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Friday, January 30, 2009,

Come Back malaysia yesterday.. the whole CHINESE NEW YEAR was boring even alot people say that...too..super sian..

everyone is waiting for us at malaysia , we are the last to come back..and have miss the reuion dinner , when we reach there is aleady 1.30am pulss++ liao.. only saw some of the cousin haven sleep yet still playing poker cards everywhere i miss them all over there and afetr i reach there i miss each and everyone one in singapore .. lols.. everywhere i miss lawls..:)

first day of chinese new year take ang bao take ang bao..playing every where around ..
saw a person keep hiding.. everywhere . cousin all around everywhere. seeing cousin play fire works.. fire cracker ,,and lots of cracker all that don know whats the name..
shall bring you back to see my house at there next time :)... and try playing all thoes cracker.. smile.. you will have fun and have lots of memories...down there.. smile..
and i slept at 4pm ..:) ..fun.. but sian every year same

second day wake up at around 10++ at the morning wah.. so early wake up alot of my cousin haven wake up yet so.. i went back to sleep..till 11plus hahs..
hahs..want to play some cracker on the morning ...but cant see the effect clearly.. lar :(
i rmb there is a fire cracker is like a soccer ball very loud when it expole .. that cracker make some of the cars.. alarm ring... zzz so noisy.. hahs.. 2pm when to malaca and visit my mother side the grandfather and take ang pao.. zzz was freaking boring there wah sian.. and after that when back home at 10pm
and have alot of fun and play poker cards at night till 4am again hahs :)


thrid day actually should be in singapore liao le but my dad say poteng a day..so again ..have alot of fun and more cousin come and visit us and we get more ang bao there hahs..and went back singapore today at 12am sia and reach at 3 plus 4 am and than sleep not more than 2 hour need wake up go school liao.. zzz my mum la.. scared attendent not good ... zzz than i dam sleepy
but was surprise that i did not sleep just sleepy only think about my goals all that so didnt dare to sleep .. hahs .. manage to wake up trough out every lesson till school end and wait for hil and went to detension and super good mr lim.. cant say out .. and when to study with hil after that
:D ...

till now still have see xue yuan and jun yong ler.. shall see them tml if i can go for the services . i think shoud be can ..lor if don tell mum i go service just tell that i go out.. or whatever i don care .. i will pray hard that she will accept me..


remember my goals achieve them in my hands..



i miss everyone there :(

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4:46 AM

Sunday, January 25, 2009,

in a couple of time going Malaysia celebrate CHINESE NEW YEAR le...hahs..
haven even buy new year clothes yet but i have a pair of new year clothes that my nicest friend animal friend forever friend give me they all so nice... :) .. where to get this kind of friends .. so fortunate to have this kind of friends around me.. :) thanks guys i love it..:D

i don know why this year i don have the mood to celebrate new year .. don have the new year mood..everything is so fast.. and this year new year was in January
this year is really a fast year.. come on top ten i coming to get you..:B

if i never back up top ten will never come ..!!! no more slack..NO MORE..
after the moody new year will really do my best..
NO MORE letting my parents and me myself down
NO MORE slacking
NO MORE smoking
NO MORE sleeping in class
NO MORE like tomorrow than do .. think that there is tomorrow always

*** Guys if you really want me to succeed please bark me up...is not really cant stop doing this kind of thing scold me if you want.. i will not be angry... instead i will reflect more
if you see me really angry ask me to go to my blog and look what i write always.
please please..please..

STUDY STUDY STUDY ..WORRY WORRY WORRY ..REFLECT REFLECT REFLECT. :I

just study.!




[u]evertime got this feeling ..you know.? [/u]

1:18 PM

Thursday, January 22, 2009,

Is getting late i just change my blog skin today .. i thought off changing a skins that your haven seen on me before... let imagination take flight.. :)... hahs..
i really hope to really hope that all my "hope" will be granted .
like the word let imagination take flight..:)

when home straight after school i have never do this for a long time already..
hope to see more improvement on myself..:)

i really hope that chee siong , kenneth and jordy will be able to come for tml steamboat ..
praying hard .. and let them enjoy themself tml..:)

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i miss all my grandmother out there..
grandma you wait i will come back to visit you really soon
Chinese new year coming !!!
lots of things have not done
preparing everything by this week.
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i miss you ..someone...
you are so near me but , its seems like so far away from me
zzz :(..

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7:37 PM

Thursday, January 15, 2009,

Hey.. i am back... alot things to share for the pass few month .. happen .. alot.. of thing .. and left me alot memories too. .. remember that day ton at calvin house.. it was fun.. remember playing .. fire cracker... what a memorable.. day.. and the next day after toning at calvin house went to eat with.. calvin.. together with.. hilary and jia hui.. and lastly his mum.. wth his mum brought ask to new york.. and eat.. and was supper food.. all the things there was so much.. so much cheese.. and big .. too.. :D.. end up not finish.. all calvin bring back.. . and the next day was .. school liao at 2 jan.. bored. sia.. so fast school .. need to caut hair.. whatever thing need to do..:: buy books la...buy bag...buy shoe..
end up only buy a bag.. and 1 math text book only.. zzz..wth..
and i remember there a back to school bbq.. on that day.. it was quite fun..eveyone playing.. like small kids.
playing catching .. at the small little play ground..zzz..

looking at everyone from the year i step in dunman .. till now.. everyone change alot.. and looking at every teacher had thought us.. had grow older.. every year.. and we had.. grew up.. time flys off so fast .. every minute .. from now onwards is like so precious .. to me..

looking at the 'N' level... have coming towards my direction..i am so stress.. due to alot of things i still don know yet .. and i feel that i am so lazy.. what have happen to me..!! is like i.. have been slacking all the way.. till now.. i still complains that i still tired .. not enough holidays...
still not prepare yet..hais.. but the time will not fall back anymore.. over means is over... now is the time to really pay attention .. liao.. really work.. hard towards.. my goal.. striving.. all the A that i wanted long time ago... is still not too late i hope..so..

one thing i forgot about.. is i have accepted chris.. i am so happy.... i looking forward to getting closer to god.... i believe in god.. i believe in prayer too.. really want to thanks everyone.. especially hilary.. she is great.. she changes me.. so much that i myself did not expect that i would come so far... and so close to her.. and everyone around me .. if i have never met her.. i think i am now still .. very close with wei long they all.. smoking everyday and somemore maybe i have join the gang.. already.. so thank that i have met her before i thought of going in liao at first.. is because of her.. changes me .. super thanks hilary.. ;D

maybe sometimes in a month i would want to smoke .. is really so hard .. maybe some times smell of smoke.. make me feel i want to smoke a stick ... but all is hilary.. again every time give me encouragement.. and everything she had give me .. she had teach me i would forget.. will be in my mine always... thank to her and thanks to god..

thinking of everyday i study .. in school i will revise them all everyday starting from today.. and i will start to read .. more books to improve my English.. although every time i read a book not a page i will fall asleep liao ... all for my own good... must force myself really hard ... for N level.. just bare .. that 6 - 7 month and that it i can get out of this school ..and have as long hair as i want.. c;..but not really thinking of living my hair so long lar.. lawls..

for my n level must really study hard liao.. cant just say without action.. must really do it.. that what i can repay back myself .. hilary.. and god.. and all the friends who.. always never give up on me .. i will really do it..:D.. promised..

just concentrate for this year and i can enjoy whatever i want.. liao.. :D... control myself out of trouble and bare .. it!!

FOR THE SICK OF THE N LEVEL I WILL WORK HARD ... REALLY DO MY BEST.. you guys must really help me when i need help thanks... :D

7.55pm.. just updated this below..


Actually want to thank alot people... i forget to add Calvin the elephant... wanted to thank.. him.. too.. for encouraging me too.. thank calvin..:D...

hope that our friendship will last forever.. like the picture... we are..in..... afraid that after N level we will be all separated liao.... you guys are just like my second home... that give me all the warm.. support encourage words.. and the listening ear...i am really very touched sometimes.. you all might think a person every times scold vulgar language.. and act that so strong on the outside.. also will have touched times meh?? totally gentle.. become..zzzz...
i am so pround to have such great friends around me.. :D... where to find all such great friends...
hope that we can be more and more... closer even secret that you can tell me...smile everyone..:)



5:10 PM

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