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Thursday, January 15, 2009,

Hey.. i am back... alot things to share for the pass few month .. happen .. alot.. of thing .. and left me alot memories too. .. remember that day ton at calvin house.. it was fun.. remember playing .. fire cracker... what a memorable.. day.. and the next day after toning at calvin house went to eat with.. calvin.. together with.. hilary and jia hui.. and lastly his mum.. wth his mum brought ask to new york.. and eat.. and was supper food.. all the things there was so much.. so much cheese.. and big .. too.. :D.. end up not finish.. all calvin bring back.. . and the next day was .. school liao at 2 jan.. bored. sia.. so fast school .. need to caut hair.. whatever thing need to do..:: buy books la...buy bag...buy shoe..
end up only buy a bag.. and 1 math text book only.. zzz..wth..
and i remember there a back to school bbq.. on that day.. it was quite fun..eveyone playing.. like small kids.
playing catching .. at the small little play ground..zzz..

looking at everyone from the year i step in dunman .. till now.. everyone change alot.. and looking at every teacher had thought us.. had grow older.. every year.. and we had.. grew up.. time flys off so fast .. every minute .. from now onwards is like so precious .. to me..

looking at the 'N' level... have coming towards my direction..i am so stress.. due to alot of things i still don know yet .. and i feel that i am so lazy.. what have happen to me..!! is like i.. have been slacking all the way.. till now.. i still complains that i still tired .. not enough holidays...
still not prepare yet..hais.. but the time will not fall back anymore.. over means is over... now is the time to really pay attention .. liao.. really work.. hard towards.. my goal.. striving.. all the A that i wanted long time ago... is still not too late i hope..so..

one thing i forgot about.. is i have accepted chris.. i am so happy.... i looking forward to getting closer to god.... i believe in god.. i believe in prayer too.. really want to thanks everyone.. especially hilary.. she is great.. she changes me.. so much that i myself did not expect that i would come so far... and so close to her.. and everyone around me .. if i have never met her.. i think i am now still .. very close with wei long they all.. smoking everyday and somemore maybe i have join the gang.. already.. so thank that i have met her before i thought of going in liao at first.. is because of her.. changes me .. super thanks hilary.. ;D

maybe sometimes in a month i would want to smoke .. is really so hard .. maybe some times smell of smoke.. make me feel i want to smoke a stick ... but all is hilary.. again every time give me encouragement.. and everything she had give me .. she had teach me i would forget.. will be in my mine always... thank to her and thanks to god..

thinking of everyday i study .. in school i will revise them all everyday starting from today.. and i will start to read .. more books to improve my English.. although every time i read a book not a page i will fall asleep liao ... all for my own good... must force myself really hard ... for N level.. just bare .. that 6 - 7 month and that it i can get out of this school ..and have as long hair as i want.. c;..but not really thinking of living my hair so long lar.. lawls..

for my n level must really study hard liao.. cant just say without action.. must really do it.. that what i can repay back myself .. hilary.. and god.. and all the friends who.. always never give up on me .. i will really do it..:D.. promised..

just concentrate for this year and i can enjoy whatever i want.. liao.. :D... control myself out of trouble and bare .. it!!

FOR THE SICK OF THE N LEVEL I WILL WORK HARD ... REALLY DO MY BEST.. you guys must really help me when i need help thanks... :D

7.55pm.. just updated this below..


Actually want to thank alot people... i forget to add Calvin the elephant... wanted to thank.. him.. too.. for encouraging me too.. thank calvin..:D...

hope that our friendship will last forever.. like the picture... we are..in..... afraid that after N level we will be all separated liao.... you guys are just like my second home... that give me all the warm.. support encourage words.. and the listening ear...i am really very touched sometimes.. you all might think a person every times scold vulgar language.. and act that so strong on the outside.. also will have touched times meh?? totally gentle.. become..zzzz...
i am so pround to have such great friends around me.. :D... where to find all such great friends...
hope that we can be more and more... closer even secret that you can tell me...smile everyone..:)



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