i realise alot of things , i realise that friends are just friends , normal friends. i haven met a real friend yet in life. now i am walking in a street alone , well i guess all my friends have given up on me family given up on me . when i was to given up myself there is this light put me up , and that is you ying all this while you support me , what ever difficulties i face you , although you cant be here with me but , you always try your really best to help me ,you never give up , i guess only you understands me the best. thanks you , i remember that day when i play basketball in the night i cant see, i step on to this broken glass on the floor only you are the one who worried me care me,no matter how dirty my foot are you wiped of the blood on my foot with your bared hands not scared that i am dirty not like others who just wants to find tissues , if never finds tissues and that's it. you bring me home and clean my injuries and help me to plaster my injuries , you touch me some how , i really never met a person like you . you always trys your best to help me when i need you. from that moment when i was injured , in my eyes you are the person that grap me away from that broken glass and help me check is there any glass in my flesh was the injured deep . and everything. thanks .


one and one of my friends left me even the closes friend left me , ying you know that you know this closes friend of mine left me because i told her something , eventually she never talks to me never msg me never meet me already i don know what did i do i just told her about my stuff i think she had enough from now onwards about my stuff things.from that day onwards whatever things like when i going to tell her she will shut me off . she will tell me dont tell her tell another person or whatever lar. i guess i think i have too much in life . too much . unslove probelm even people will had enough hearing of my problems , i understand now.

she lie lar actually , but i don blame her. nevermind but now i dont care much now. i had let her off . cause i don need this kind of friends to be my friends she just a lier . i am really tired of her now. bye . in her mind only one word "money" target rich .


i now i still sick got to have some rest very dizzy .

Labels: hate lier .